Realiti #5

Kau tahu, bila mana kau sedar yang selama ini kau hanya berharap pada harapan yang sia-sia. Harapan yang kau anggap mungkin akan menjadi hadiah yang terindah dalam hidup. Tapi harapan itu hanya tinggal harapan. Berharap pada sesuatu yang tidak pasti. Kau sedar akan kenyataan itu tapi kau tetap bergantung pada harapan itu dengan harapan ia akan menjadi kenyataan. Tapi, percuma sayang. Harapan itu tetap harapan. Harapan yang kau sendiri cipta sekadar untuk menyedapkan hati dan melayan perasaan.

Top Tips for First Time Travellers

Travelling overseas for the first time is an extremely exciting time, but it’s also easy to be overwhelmed. One thing’s for certain, we will be stepping out of our comfort zone. But if we prepare well enough, that’s all part of the fun!

Follow this top tips and make sure you’re first time overseas is unforgettable.

• Travel Insurance - Whilst travelling overseas is an exciting time, things can sometimes not go according to plan. Travel insurance is a must for any traveler. Make sure you do all your homework and choose an insurance policy that is best for you.

• Pack light - Don't buy new clothes before you go, take your old stuff and throw it out as you travel to make room for all the new things you will most likely buy.

• Photocopy all documents and make copies - Don't keep all your essential documents in the one folder in case you lose it. Photocopy all of your documents such as plane tickets, passport, visas, travel insurance, driving licence and make sure they are kept separate from the originals.

• Research - Any experienced traveler will tell you that it is important to do your homework before you leave. Do as much research as possible on your destination before you leave, from the climate to local customs and traditions.

• Turn off international roaming – Roaming charges can be very expensive and you could spend thousands of dollars without realizing it. Get a SIM card in the country or countries you are going to and save the agony of opening your bill when you get home.

• Get vaccinated - If you're planning to spend time in remote parts of the third world, it is essential that you contact your local travel health clinic before you go. Make sure you’re vaccinated against all possible diseases as your health is your most valuable travel accessory.

• Write it down - It’s easy to get overwhelmed by all the new and exciting things you’re bound to experience your first time overseas. Have a small diary and makes notes of your favourite sites and how you felt that day. This will ensure you don’t forget your first time and is an excellent keepsakel.

• Enjoy! - Travelling is an exciting mix of emotions to it’s important to have fun, stay safe and enjoy every minute.

The wet and wild side of Malaysia

There’s more than one Malaysia. There’s the modern, well-ordered state boasting the Petronas Towers, those twin rocket-ship behemoths in capital Kuala Lumpur. There’s bustling multicultural Malaysia, an ethnic and culinary mélange into which Malays, Chinese, Tamils and numerous indigenous groups contribute cuisines and customs. But there’s still – thankfully – wild, untamed Malaysia: jungle and reef, mountain and rain forest, river and ridge. Few countries in South-East Asia – or anywhere – match the range of opportunities for getting adventurous outdoors.

1. Dive the Semporna Archipelago, Sabah

Any spot described by scuba supremo Jacques Cousteau as ‘an untouched piece of art’ is pretty special. A submarine adventure around Sipadan – an elliptical island atop an oceanic pinnacle – takes the breath away: whale, hammerhead and reef sharks, manta rays, barracuda and turtles are regular dive buddies.

2. Surf the breaks of Cherating and Tioman Island

The swells of Indonesia to the south grab the headlines, but there’s ample action on Peninsula Malaysia’s east coast, too. Breaks around Cherating and off eastern Tioman see waves from across the South China hold five or six feet – plenty for both beginners and more-ambitious surfers.

3. Go batty in the caves of Gunung Mulu National Park, Sarawak

It’s a fine three-day trek through rainforest to the pinnacles, but the showpieces of the park are subterranean: the vast caverns, including the largest open to tourists – 2km-long Deer Cave. Come to discover what two million bats look (and smell) like.

4. Hike through the jungle of Endau-Rompin National Park

Tigers. Elephants. Tapirs. Leopards. Endangered Sumatran rhinos. They’re all here – though admittedly tricky to spot among the 870 sq km of lush lowland forest. A hike isn’t about ticking off species but, rather, camping in the primordial woodland, ducking under remote waterfalls, and watching for birdlife and monkeys.

5. Raft the Sungai Padas, Sabah

The Class I-II rapids of the Kiulu River are a mere nursery for the big adrenalin-pumper: Padas, with whitewater pushing III-IV over the 30km course. During breathers, grab the chance to gaze into the rainforest lining the river.

6. Wander among the tea plantations of Cameron Highlands

For a very English adventure – tea and strawberries: it could almost be Wimbledon – take to the trails around the hill station of Cameron Highlands. Amid the pleasingly geometric forms of the bushes of the tea plantations, stretch your legs in the cool high-level air for views of peaks and waterfalls.

7. Spot orang-utan from boat level on the Sungai Kinabatangan, Sabah

You could spot your ginger-mopped primate cousins at the rehabilitation centres of Sepilok or Semenggoh – but there’s nothing like delving into the jungle for some real wildlife-watching. Take an early morning boat ride on the Kinabatangan River for the chance of spotting shy pygmy elephants, proboscis monkeys and vivid birdlife.

8. Hike to the longhouses of the Kelabit Highlands, Sarawak

The chance to meet the indigenous inhabitants of Borneo and stay in their traditional longhouses is one of the key reasons for trekking into the steamy interior. Headhunters they may no longer be, but meetings with Borneo’s tribespeople still offer unique insights into fast-eroding cultures.

9. Snorkel the reefs of the Perhentian Islands

These almost stereotypically tropical-paradise islands off the peninsula’s north-eastern coast tempt with sand and snorkelling. From the fine beaches it’s the work of a moment to don mask, snorkel and flippers and drift over colourful coral. The islands are also a great place to learn to scuba dive, with varied sites and reasonable prices.

10. Summit Mt Kinabalu, Sabah

This huge grey lump of granite, soaring to a sharp 4,095m peak, looms large over northern Borneo; the two-day climb requires steely determination to tackle hours of solid uphill – but dawn views across to the Philippines on a clear morning offset even the most burning thighs.

Read more: http://www.lonelyplanet.com/malaysia/travel-tips-and-articles/76398#ixzz2lseDdd7q

My New Addiction

I just can't stop listening to this song. It really gives me a positive vibe, good energy and it makes me smile. This is such a feel good song! 

Left Brain Vs. Right Brain: The Eye Opening Insights

If you are philosophical and have a way with people, what side of your brain do you use most of the time? Is it the left or the right? If you are always driven to achieve, and always ready with a to-do list, do you prefer your brain’s right portion or the left? How about when you are rational, or emotional? What side of your brain do you use? When you are drawn towards creative projects, or say, love tinkering with numbers? Are you inclined to use the right brain or the left? It would be nice to know why we are attracted to certain activities and why we avoid some, right?

What is the relevance of this information, anyway? This graphic produced by Onlinecollege.org will shed light on the matter.

The Pros and Cons of Drinking Coffee

If you wake up in the morning and feel groggy, you might reach for coffee to help pep you up. Many people who drink coffee every morning thing of the drink as a godsend. But while drinking coffee can help you wake up, it might cause problems to you in other ways. It can cause changes in your sleep patterns, raise your blood pressure, stain your teeth and even make it more difficult to absorb certain vitamins and minerals.

Of course, there are other benefits to drinking coffee besides boosting your energy. It can also reduce the risk of Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer's, gallstones, cancer, strokes and other health problems. Plus, caffeine can also make certain pain killers, like aspirin, more effective.

Can Stress Kill You?

“In a busy world with unending work and responsibilities piling up, stress can get to the best of us. But, how bad is it for you really? Can stress actually kill you?”

Stress is a theme in most of our lives, but how dangerous is it really? The following video from AsapSCIENCE explains why we get stressed, how it works and whether it can really damage our health.

Stick around until 2:20 for the solution to stress!

Know someone who’s been feeling a little stressed lately? Share this video with them to let them know how stress works, what they’re doing to themselves and that you’re here to help.

10 Things To Remember When Everything Seems To Be Going Wrong

Problems and heartaches in life are inevitable. However, there are some things to remember when you’re right in the thick of it that can help you get through it. When everything seems to be going wrong, practice telling yourself these things.

1. This Too Shall Pass

Sometimes life’s rough patches feel like they’re going to last forever. Whether you’re dealing with work-related issues, family problems, or stressful situations, very few problems last for a lifetime. So remind yourself, that things won’t be this bad forever.

2. Some Things are Going Right

When things are going wrong, it’s hard to recognize what is going right. It’s easy to screen out the good things and only focus on the bad things. Remind yourself that some things are going right. Purposely look for the positive, even if it is something very small.

3. I Have Some Control

One of the most most important things to remember is that you have some control of the situation. Even if you aren't in complete control of the situation, one thing you can always control is your attitude and reaction. Focus on managing what is within your control.

4. I Can Ask for Help

Asking for help can be hard sometimes. However, it’s one of the best ways to deal with tough situations. Tell people what you need specifically if they offer to help. Don’t be afraid to call on friends and family and ask them for help, whether you need financial assistance, emotional support, or practical help.

5. Much of This Won’t Matter in a Few Years

Most of the problems we worry about today won’t actually matter five years from now. Remind yourself that whatever is going wrong now is only a small percentage of your actual life. Even if you’re dealing with a major problem, like a loved one’s illness, remember that a lot of good things are likely to happen in the course of a year or two as well.

6. I Can Handle This

A lack of confidence in handling tough times can add to stress. One of the best things to remember is that you can handle tough situations. Even though you might feel angry, hurt, disappointed, or sad, it won’t kill you. You can get through it.

7. Something Good Will Come Out of This

No matter how bad a situation is, it’s almost certain that something good will come out of it. At the very least, it’s likely that you will learn a life lesson. Perhaps you learn not to repeat the same mistake in the future or maybe you move on from a bad situation and find something better. Look for the one good thing that can result when bad things happen.

8. I Can Accept What’s Out of my Control

There are many things that aren't within your control. You can’t change the past, another person’s behavior, or a loved one’s health issues. Don’t waste time trying to force others to change or trying to make things be different if it isn't within your control. Investing time and energy into trying to things you can’t will cause you to feel helpless and exhausted. Acceptance is one of the best way to establish resilience.

9. I Have Overcome Past Difficulties

One of the things to remember when you’re facing difficulties, is that you've handled problems in the past. Don’t overlook past difficulties that you've dealt with successfully. Remind yourself of all the past problems you've overcome and you’ll gain confidence in dealing with the current issues.

10. I Need to Take Care of Myself

When everything seems to be going wrong, take care of yourself. Get plenty of rest, get some exercise, eat healthy, and spend some time doing leisure activities. When you’re taking better care of yourself you’ll be better equipped to deal with your problems.

Why Green Tea?

Well, I'm not a green tea drinker. But to be honest, the real reason I want to try to drink it because of the benefits. Here's a list of some of its amazing benefits. Benefits that you may not have been aware of. As for now, I've been trying Boh Green Tea.

1.  Weight Loss. Green tea increases the metabolism. The polyphenol found in green tea works to intensify levels of fat oxidation and the rate at which your body turns food into calories.

2.  Diabetes. Green tea apparently helps regulate glucose levels slowing the rise of blood sugar after eating. This can prevent high insulin spikes and resulting fat storage.

3.  Heart Disease. Scientists think green tea works on the lining of blood vessels, helping keep them stay relaxed and better able to withstand changes in blood pressure. It may also protect against the formation of clots, which are the primary cause of heart attacks. 

4.  Esophageal Cancer. It can reduce the risk of esophageal cancer, but it is also widely thought to kill cancer cells in general without damaging the healthy tissue around them. 

5.  Cholesterol. Green tea reduces bad cholesterol in the blood and improves the ratio of good cholesterol to bad cholesterol. 

6.  Alzheimer’s and Parkinson’s. It is said to delay the deterioration caused by Alzheimer’s and Parkinson’s. Studies carried out on mice showed that green tea protected brain cells from dying and restored damaged brain cells. 

7.  Tooth Decay. Studies suggests that the chemical antioxidant “catechin” in tea can destroy bacteria and viruses that cause throat infections, dental caries and other dental conditions 

8.  Blood Pressure. Regular consumption of green tea is thought to reduce the risk of high blood pressure. 

9.  Depression. Theanine is an amino acid naturally found in tea leaves. It is this substance that is thought to provide a relaxing and tranquilizing effect and be a great benefit to tea drinkers. 

10.  Anti-viral and Anti-bacterial. Tea catechins are strong antibacterial and antiviral agents which make them effective for treating everything from influenza to cancer. In some studies green tea has been shown to inhibit the spread of many diseases. 

11.  Skincare. Green tea can apparently also help with wrinkles and the signs of aging, This is because of their antioxidant and anti-inflammatory activities. Both animal and human studies have demonstrated that green tea applied topically can reduce sun damage.

These are some of the many benefits but the reality is one cup of tea a day will not give you all the abundant gains. But it is worth trying for. 

Reasons To Love The Skin You're In!

• Remember you're the only one of you there is!

Yes. You're totally unique and that's pretty awesome! Celebrate being you. There's no right or wrong way to look, we're all individuals.

• Embrace being young!

Ok, so your parents constantly telling you about appreciating your youthful skin and non-achy joints may be slightly annoying, but there's no denying it's true. Enjoy it!

• Dress to suit your shape! 

The key to feeling confident is feeling comfortable and not every trend is right for every body shape. Make sure you look and feel your best by wearing things YOU want to wear. 

• Eat healthily! 

Not only can eating natural, healthy foods make you actually feel happier but they'll keep your body looking and feeling great, too. Avoid junk food and fizzy drinks, which can make you feel sluggish and lazy. 

• Shake off the haters! 

Nobody has a right to make you feel bad about yourself, so avoid anyone who brings you down. It can be hard, but try not to let any nasty comments get to you, and confide in your friends or family if you are feeling a bit down. A problem halved is a problem shared, and all that. 

• LAUGH! 

Laughing really is the best medicine and there's nothing like giggling with your friends until you can hardly breathe to make you feel awesome. Also, what's prettier than a smiley girl? EXACTLY. 

• Focus on the things you like about yourself! 

It's all about a positive mental attitude. Rather than obsessing over things you'd like to change about yourself, focus on the things you DO like. The more confident you feel about yourself, the more confident you'll appear to others—and confidence IS attractive. 

• Have a sharing chit chat with your friends! 

It may sound cheesy, but if you sit down with your besties and have a chat about body confidence, you'll realize that everyone worries about the way they look. You might think your BFF is perfect in every way only to find out she hates her hair and thinks her boobs are too small. It helps to realize you're not the only one who worries. 

• Exercise! 

Exercise releases endorphin's, and endorphin's make you happy! Keeping active will also ensure that your body stays healthy and always important when it comes to loving the skin you're in!

Credit to Seventeen.com

Tips and Tricks For Dressing

As if getting dressed in the morning wasn't enough for a challenge, when you're really tall or really small, hunting for clothes that FIT and look COOL can be tricky!  So, for petite girls out there, this is for you! And for me! And for US! Finally. 

For petite girls :

• Think twice about floaty frock.

Boyfriend cuts can look great on petite gals, but be careful when going for the baggy shifts and pouffy skirts with loads of excess volume as it can end up swamping your frame and make you look smaller than you are. That said, if you do like a bit of volume in your clothes, make sure it's got a tailored fit at the waist and shoulders to give you a bit of definition.

• The high-waist is your new best friend.

Not many people are lucky enough to be able to pull-off high-waisted trousers and skirts, but they look fabulous on all you petite girls so definitely don't be afraid to rock the look. Tucking in your tops and highlighting the waist it creates with a belt can also be a nifty tricks for elongating your legs too!

• Less is more.

Avoid fuss and clutter when it comes to pockets, pleats and ruffles as all it will do is distract from the smooth line of your clothes, which is the thing that'll elongate you.

• Go pale.

I have no idea why this is, but pale denim is a wonder fabric and makes you look taller. Try it and see!

• Shop petite.

In exactly the same way tall girls should check out the tall section, if you're under 5'3" then the petite section is about to become your new home. Alternatively, if you're handy with a needle and thread and like a challenge, don't be afraid to play with hemlines and lengths yourself to put things back in perspective.

Credit to http://www.sugarscape.com

Realiti #4

Itu Kata Mereka

Kata mereka yang punya kuasa itu berkuasa
Kata mereka yang kaya harta itu punya segalanya
Kata mereka yang terkenal itu selalu dipuja
Kata mereka yang punya kecantikan itu dambaan semuanya.

Tapi itu kata mereka
Kata kata yang tidak punya makna
Bagi aku dan mungkin segelintirnya.

Persetankan yang punya kuasa
Persetankan yang punya harta
Persetankan yang selalu dipuja
Persetankan kecantikan dambaan semuanya.

Kerana
Kata aku yang punya 'hati' itu punya segalanya.

Realiti #3

Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?

Kerinduan

AIDILFITRI 2013

Mengemaskini

Assalamualaikum

Disebabkan semester ni banyak sangat subjek yang menggunakan medium blog sebagai tugasan, aku terpaksa mengemaskini blog aku yang tak seberapa ni menjadi seberapa menarik yang boleh. Kalau nak markah tinggi, aku kena la gagahkan diri mencantikkan lagi blog aku yang tak seberapa ni secantik yang boleh. Barulah pensyarah aku tak berat hati nak bagi markah tengok usaha aku yang tak berbelah bahagi ni. Hihihi. 

Selepas ini bakal menyusur entri entri ilmiah yang mungkin akan mengejutkan anda semua kerana sebelum ni tak pernah la pulak aku post entri entri yang berilmiah sangat kan. Semuanya santai dan benda benda yang aku nak merapu dengan korang semua. Jangan nak terkejut pulak nanti sebab semua tu untuk tugasan aku. Diulangi, untuk tugasan. Sekian. 

Is This The End?

Is this the end?

Why does it feel

Like we'd only just begun?

I thought we were done.

I think I'll hang on

If you still want me,

But if you don't

I guess I'll move on.

But if you need me,

Close your eyes and dream

I'll give you back your key.

Will you be happy?

Said we'll leave it alone,

But i'll be here long

And when I'm gone

I guess then we'll know.

I guess I'll move on,

I guess I'll move on.

BY : ZEE AVI

Forever Alone

Assalamualaikum

Harini aku nak membebel sikit dalam belog picisan aku ni. Tak larat dah nak simpan lama-lama dalam hati. Boleh makan hati tahu tak? Baik aku luahkan je dekat sini. Dah tu, apa guna belog ni kan kalau aku tak boleh membebel apa yang aku nak bebel. Eh, dah macam nak lari dari tajuk utama apa yang aku nak bebel ni. Hahaha. Baiklah, berbalik kepada topik di atas iaitu 'Forever Alone'. Kenapa dengan Forever Alone ni? Apa masalah aku dengan dia? Apa pulak masalah Forever Alone ni dengan aku? 

Sebelum aku nak bebel panjang lebar kita cerita sikit la maksud Forever Alone ni. Tapi aku rasa semua orang tahu kot maksud dia. Forever = selama-lamanya, Alone = keseorangan, bersendiri. Jadi, maksudnya dalam bahasa Melayu 'Keseorangan selama-lamanya'. Tak pun, 'Selamanya bersendiri'. Haa, cenggitulah maksudnya atau dalam erti kata lain, kau hidup seorang diri kau je dalam dunia ni. Takde kawan, takde kekasih, takde haiwan peliharaan. Kau hidup dalam dunia kau sendiri. Haa, lebih kurang macam tu la. Suka hati korang la nak faham yang mana satu. Janji korang faham.

Berbalik kepada tajuk kita iaitu Forever Alone. Kita ringkaskan la jadi FA. Penat aku dok menaip Forever Alone je. Hahaha. Kenapa dengan FA ni? Sampai aku tak boleh nak simpan, tunggu masa nak meletup je. Aku sendiri takde masalah dengan FA ni sebab aku rasa kadang-kadang tu aku sendiri FA. Bagi aku, manusia ni perlukan sedikit ruang untuk diri dia sendiri. Takkan sepanjang masa kau nak berkepit dengan orang kan? Contohnya bila kita dilahirkan, kita dijaga, dibelai,diasuh oleh kedua orang tua kita dan bila dewasa, dah boleh berdikari kita sendiri akan keluar dari kepompong tu kan? Takkan kau dah besar gajah kau nak harapkan mak ayah kau lagi. Bila kita dah boleh hidup sendiri tanpa menyusahkan kedua orang tua kita, itu dipanggil berdikari ye adik-adik. Hidup di atas kaki sendiri. Bukan FA.

Bila kita nampak ada orang tu makan sorang-sorang dekat cafe terus kita nak label dia FA. Padahal mungkin masa tu dia terlalu lapar sampai nak pengsan dan tak sempat nak telefon bf/gf dia atau kawan-kawan dia untuk teman dia makan. Atau dia memang jenis tak suka nak menyusahkan orang dengan teman dia makan atau dia memang jenis yang suka makan sorang-sorang sebab takut orang mintak makanan dia atau dia memang jenis yang suka makan sorang bila tengah sedih/stress. Itu kan hak dia. Hey, janganlah prejudis sangat. Ada je manusia yang memang suka makan sendiri. Kadang-kadang tu, sebagai manusia kita perlukan ruang kita sendiri. Ruang yang kita sendiri punya. Jadi, tak semestinya dia tu FA. Tak semestinya!

Contoh paling senang aku nak bagi, haa bila kau berak kau ajak ke orang teman kau berak. Bila kau nak tidur kau ada ke ajak kawan kau tidur sekatil berhimpit dengan kau. Ada? Takde kan. Mesti kau berak/tidur sorang-sorang kan. Itulah maksud aku, kita ni tak boleh nak judge orang tu FA bila kita nampak dia seorang diri berjalan, makan, lepak dan sebagainya. Mungkin dia perlukan waktu untuk diri dia sendiri. Dan ada banyak benda kat dunia ni yang kita boleh/kena buat sendiri tanpa orang lain dan itu tak bermakna kita ni FA. Kita kena faham tu dan tolong bukak sikit minda tu. Jangan sempit sangat. Sekian.

p/s: Tak rimas ke nak berkepit 24 jam?? Mohon pencerahan.

Realiti #2

Sepi itu indah

Indah seperti lukisan

Lukisan yang kau sendiri lakarkan

Lakaran yang kau sendiri warnakan.

Warna langit cerah yang mendamaikan

Warna langit jingga yang memberahikan

Warna langit di kala pekat malam.

Hiasilah sepi itu

Jangan dibiarkan kosong

Sepi itu indah.

Pukul 4 pagi

Kenapa dengan Pukul 4 pagi?

Apa yang berlaku?

Jangan khuatir, tiada apa apa yang berlaku.

Pukul 4 pagi, aku masih belum melelapkan mata.

Sekian.

Semester Tiga

Assalamualaikum.

Sedar tak sedar, dah masuk semester tiga rupanya aku dekat Universiti Utara Malaysia. Ini bermakna dah setahun lebih aku menjalani hidup sebagai seorang pelajar di universiti yang jauh dekat utara ni haa! Dekat dengan sempadan lagi tahu tak. Dan sampai sekarang kawan kawan aku yang dekat Kolumpo tu masih tak faham kenapa aku sanggup belajar dekat sini yang bagi diorang ceruk-hulu-jauh-gila. InsyaAllah, aku masih perlukan dalam dua atau tiga tahun lagi untuk menghabiskan pengajian aku. Lagi cepat lagi bagus. Doakan! 

Macam biasalah bila dah masuk semester baru ni, azam nak belajar lagi rajin dari semester lepas tu membuak buak. Tapi nanti dah sampai pertengahan semester, azam yang membuak buak tu  mula terkulai layu di tasik madu. Sama dengan jugak dengan bab tugasan. Awal awal tu kemain semangat berjanji taknak tangguh tangguh lagi tugasan. No more last minute assignment bak kata omputih tapi nanti kau tengoklah, semua tu entah melayang ke mana. Setakat janji manismu di bibir sahaja. Kahkahkah.

Cerita sikit la pasal peperiksaan akhir semester dua aku yang lepas. Alhamdullilah, aku bersyukur dengan keputusan yang aku dapat. Berbaloi la kot dengan usaha aku. Aku pun tak letak harapan yang tinggi. Apa yang aku jawab dalam kertas periksa itulah yang aku dapat. Aku gunakan konsep usaha, tawakal dan redha. Tapi untuk semester ni aku kena la usaha lebih sikit. Makin tinggi semester makin susah lah jawabnya. Eh, hipotesis apa yang aku pakai ni? Ikut suka hati aku je kan. Kalau tak faham tu buat buat faham je lah.

Subjek untuk semester ni pun boleh tahan hendaknya. Semoga aku dapat hadapi dengan tabah dan tenang. Doakan aku!

Peperiksaan Akhir Semester

Assalamualaikum.

Dah baca entri kan? Jadi tahu lah aku nak membebel pasal apa ni. Lagi beberapa hari je aku akan menghadapi peperiksaan akhir semester. Untuk pengetahuan korang semua, aku baru semester dua uolss! Muda remaja gituuu. Baru nak masuk setahun jagung dekat Universiti Utara Malaysia yang tercinta ni. Kemain perasan muda remaja! Kakakaka

Aku taip entri ni pun dalam pukul 3 pagi. Haaa, biasalah kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar ni. Dah nak dekat exam tu mana kenal dah erti nak tidur awal. Kononnya tidur lambat sebab nak study punya pasal kan. Memang betul aku berjaga tengah malam ni nak study katanya tapi study tu tak sebanyak aku dok godek godek internet ni haaa! Aku memang suka buang masa macam ni. Padahal aku ada 6 paper untuk semester ni. Amikkk kauuu! Tapi tak sedar diri lagi. Dok berangan apa tah lagi. Hahahaha

Doakan aku dapat mengharungi peperiksaan akhir semester kali ini dengan cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang! Exam aku bermula pada 4 Jun 2013 dan berakhir pada 25 Jun 2013. Haaaa, lama kemain kan! Gap lama sangat uolsss di antara paper yang kedua terakhir tu dengan paper terakhir. Sesuai la UUM ni bagi jarak masa yang lama untuk paper terakhir aku sebab paper terakhir ni killer paper uolssss! Bagi aku la killer paper tak tahu la orang lain macam mana sebab manusia ni citarasa dia lain lain. Bagi aku susah tapi bagi dia senang je macam makan cendol kat bawah jambatan tu. Ehh, merepek apa pulak cendol kan. Hahaha.  Bagi aku paper last 'Komunikasi Organisasi' ni susah bak hang!! Payah kemain! Teori taknak banyak pulak! Jadi dengan jarak masa yang lama tu dapatlah jugak aku menelaah lebih sikit kan. 

Aku tak harap banyak pun semester ni sebab aku rasa aku tak bersungguh sangat pun semester ni. Tak tahu la kenapa. Aku harap aku lulus semua paper dan tak payah nak repeat untuk semester depan. Pointer maintain 3.0 ke atas. Itu je yang aku harapkan. Doakan aku! 

Realiti #1

Maaf

Maaf dari sudut hati yang terdalam

Maaf untuk semua yang telah kau berikan

Maaf kerana tidak dapat memberi apa yang kau inginkan.

Kerana kau sahabat

Sahabat dunia dan akhirat.

Cinta dan perasaan bukan paksaan

Aku harap kau mengerti

Aku harap kau menerima.

Realitinya pahit

Pahit itu kenyataan

Belajarlah menerima.

Aku doakan suatu hari nanti

Kau temui kebahagiaan yang kau cari

Semoga bahagia milikmu.

Ketagihan

Assalamalaikum.

Aku betul betul dalam ketagihan sekarang ni. Macam mat gian yang ketagih dadah tahu tak. Tak dapat sehari macam nak gila rasanya. Tapi aku bukan lah bodoh nak ambil benda bukan-bukan macam tu. Itu kerja bodoh namanya! Dari kecil lagi aku pegang kata-kata 'Dadah Musuh Negara'. Takkanlah aku nak jadi musuh negara pulak. Nanti nak tinggal kat negara mana pulak woii! 

Yang aku ketagih sekarang ni adalah band dari Indonesia Naif. Hampa semua dah dengar belum lagu-lagu band ni? Baik hampa pi cari kat youtube ka mana ka. Aku jamin lepas hampa dengar satu lagu mesti hampa nak dengar lagu yang lain. Serius! Aku dah macam ketagih weh. Dalam satu hari tu mesti nak dengar lagu band Naif ni. Punyalah sedap yang teramat sampai aku rasa nak telan makan lagu-lagu diorang sebab sedap sangat. Amboi metafora tak beragak! Hahahaha. Aku suka dengan lirik lirik lagu band Naif ni. Kalau lagu sedih memang sedih bak hang! Aku mengaku yang air mata aku gugur jugak la dok layan perasaan dengar lagu diorang ni. Kalau yang retro memang retro habis! Kau rasa nak berjoget sekali macam peserta-peserta dalam rancangan 'Kilauan Emas' tu! 

Sekarang aku tengah menaip ni pun aku dok melayan band Naif ni. Cubalah dan anda tidak akan menyesal!

Sepetang bersama Kancil-Man

Assalamualaikum.

Hai hampa semua. Tengah buat apa tuuuu? Disebabkan cuaca yang kat luar tu hujan renyai renyai yang memang menggamit sanubari aku untuk bermanja di atas katil. Tapi macam bosan la pulak asyik tidur je waktu petang ni. Jadi aku sebulat suara dan tekad untuk menikmati petang Jumaat yang mulia ini dengan membaca Kancil-Man. Sejenis buku yang memang terkenal dan sangat power dan sangat awesome! 

Comel gila cover dia kan? hiks

Dan dari muka surat pertama aku baca, serius aku tak berhenti nak gelak. Kelakar tahap dewa bak hang! Nasib baik tak tersembur air vico dalam mulut sebab sambil aku baca Kancil-Man ni sambil aku menikmati minum petang aku berupa vico cicah biskut kering empat segi cap pingpong. Baik korang pi beli buku ni lekaih! Aku confirm hampa semua tak sangka ada novel yang kelakar tahap dewa macam ni kat Malaysia ni. 

Kalau hampa tak tau nak beli kat mana hampa boleh order kat sini. Lagi senang. Terus sampai depan rumah hampa. Senang kan? Apa tunggu lagi pi sini lekaih! 

Hobi Baru

Pergghhhhh! Berhabuk siot belog kesayangan gua ni! Sampai bersin-bersin gua nak bersihkan tau! Kakaka! Nampak tak kat situ betapa lamanya gua tinggalkan diri gua yang lagi satu ni. Haaa, kemain kan! Gua tak tahu la kenapa dengan diri gua ni. Nak dekat final exam baru gua rasa nak membelek-belek belog gua ni. Sebelum ni nak kata gua tak busy langsung tu tipu la kan. Gua busy jugak la tapi bila gua tak busy pun gua buat-buat busy. Kakakaka. Mungkin sebab sekarang ni gua lebih suka jadi "silent reader". Haa, Oh My English sangat kan! 

Gua taknak cerita banyak sangat kat sini. Entah kenapa tetiba gua rasa nak menulis pulak dekat sini. Dah lama gua tak praktikkan skill menulis gua ni. Takut tumpul pulak kang! Susah nanti nak asah bagi tajam balik.   Betul tak? Dan gua dapat merasakan perubahan dalam diri gua bila sekarang ni gua dah mula aktifkan balik hobi gua yang suka membaca tu. Apa? Tak percaya hobi gua membaca? Ehh, tolong sikit ehh. Gua memang MINAT, SUKA membaca dari kecik lagi eh. (motif nak caps lock?) Dulu masa belum akil baligh lagi masa gua belum tahu nak membaca ni gua ingat lagi gua akan curi-curi baca komik Doraemon sepupu gua walaupun gua tak faham sepatah haram perkataan dalam komik tu tapi gua gigih reka-reka dialog dalam komik tu. Gua cakap la sorang-sorang berdasarkan gambar yang ada dalam komik tu. Haaaa, nampak tak kat situ kegigihan gua nak membaca walaupun gua tak berapa nak kenal huruf lagi. Heh

Hobi gua masih lagi membaca cuma sejak kebelakangan ni gua jarang-jarang nak membaca. Tapi selalu gua pastikan yang dalam seminggu tu sekurang-kurangnya gua akan baca satu buah buku. Tak kira la buku apa tapi yang pasti bukan novel Melayu jiwang-jiwang tangkap leleh macam 'Adam dan Hawa' yang siap jadi drama pastu meletup kaw-kaw sampai semua orang nak bersuamikan macam watak si Adam tu. Aaron Aziz pulak yang berlakon watak Adam tu kan. Pergghhh! Siapa taknak beb! Hahahaha! Tapi serius ni gua memang tak reti nak baca novel-novel macam tu dan gua pun tak tahu kenapa tapi memang dari dulu lagi gua tak boleh nak masuk baca novel-novel macam tu. Tapi novel cintan, jiwang yang tangkap leleh ni gua memang boleh layan tulisan 'Ahadiat Akashah' je. Serius. Ahadiat Akashah je yang mampu buat gua menangis baca tulisan dia. 

Tapi sekarang ni gua tengah menggila layan buku-buku, tulisan, novel dan seangkatan dengannya keluaran produk yang tengah hangat macam pisang goreng panas. Siapa tak kenal 'Lejen Press', 'Buku Fixi', 'Terfaktab', 'Neon Terbit', 'Dubook Press' dan seangkatan dengannya. Gua dah jumpa buku-buku yang kena dengan jiwa gua. Gua suka tulisan yang realiti. Dan gua jumpa benda ni dalam buku-buku yang diorang terbitkan. Sekarang ni diorang dah jadi mainstream tauu! Penuh booth beratur panjang masa Pesta Buku Antarabangsa Kuala Lumpur 2013 haritu. Tahniah gua ucapkan. Yang baru berjinak-jinak nak membudayakan budaya membaca ni korang boleh la try usha-usha buku diorang. Mana tahu nanti jadi peminat tegar macam gua. Hahaha.

p/s: Tak tahu kenapa tetiba membahasakan "gua" dalam entri ni. Terpengaruh mungkin. Tengok? Gua ni cepat sangat terpengaruh kan! hahahaha